...why, why, why, why did I start a new story? brain, I'm not happy with you. Here's hoping I can finish it tomorrow, though. too damn sleepy to finish now.

oh well, it involves dragons. don't have too many of those yet.

I shall sleep, and write in my brain, so I just have to type it out in the morning. I will finish this, damn it! ><

song is pretty, though. here's hoping I can put some of the same emotion in story.

*passes out from the sleepy*

here's hoping I can post properly this time....

Title: Faint of Heart
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: liiittle bit of language, mention that smut might happen in the future, complete fluff.
Summary: Isaiah has to run to catch the bus after donating blood. Never a good idea. But even bad ideas can lead to good things...?

( plz to be working this tiem )

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Seems to be working well enough. ^____^ weird formatting accident that followed the text from google docs, I think.

...lj!cut hates me.... wtf, lj, wtf! don't just randomly put half my story outside the cut when I made absolutely sure I marked it all! fuck you!

*sulk*


....so yeah, I'll post story when I figure out wtf is wrong with my formatting...

1. student insurance
2. apply for initial approval of subjects I'm gonna take in Akita
3. Pay the bills
4. the damn biosoft thing, fix it
5. Laundry
6. CLEAN MOM AND DAD'S KITCHEN, GOD.
7. clean bathroom and living room downstairs
8. WRITE!!!!!!!!!!! <-damn procrastinator.

...but what I probably will be doing is watching season 3 of Numb3rs (one ep of s2 left! <3). God, I fail.
-____-;;

I love it when I find new, pretty Norwegian music. We're a small country, there's a limit to how many celebrities or whatever we can have. So it makes me happy when I finds talented people.

There's a surprising amount of them, when thinking population:talent ratio. ^_____^ (and it gets even "worse" in Bergen. a surprising amount of the newly popular musicians of the last decade are from Bergen)

note to self: stop drunkenly making out (and worse) with friends. it only leads to awkward. *headdesk*

man, I'm still drunk like you wouldn't believe. *clonks* sleep now.

vodka, you are evil. Don't think I trust you.

*dead* so. damn. hot.

This is Norway, people, it's not supposed to get like 30 degrees (Celsius)! I suspect we went above that today. *glares at thermostat*

;__; soooo sooo hot... work killed me dead, I don't think there's any A/C, it just takes air from outside, and even that is distributed badly.

A/C~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!! I WANTS A/C~~~~!! *melts*

Just came home from the Transformers movie. IT WAS AWESOME, PEOPLE!!!!!!! SHINY ROBOTS (oh, god, I wanted to make hot, filthy love to one of the new Autobots, this sleek white-ish silver thing. I don't think I caught his name, though. ;___; )!!!!! COMMENTS MADE OF WIN!!! AND THINGS THAT WENT BOOM! REPEATEDLY! IN SLO-MO! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHINY!!!!!!!

( cut for spoilers )

andandand! god, there was too much shiny to remember it all!!!!!

.....I just wanna go see it again... <3<3

Edit: speaking of fangirling, I do love the Farseer Trilogy, and I'm wondering why it's been so long since I last read it. Seriously, the awesome. <3

Edit 2: (yes, I keep remembering new awesome stuff. Today has been awesome!!!!!) Mom has made me lovely, pretty, warm, fluffy and awesome purple slippers. They just finished today, and at least, they are dry, and man, so warm and comfy. <3

I <3 them. and my mom. <3 She is made of win.

random thought of the day:

"Man, I hate pubes."

...and then I realized the more accurate "Actually, I hate body hair, period."

Yes, the random shit my brain throws at me. Not to mention that last night I got close to zero rest, 'cause I kept dreaming some bullshit dream about being late for work, and there were several meters of snow outside (it's the middle of the summer, for chrissakes!), and cars parked in the middle of the road, and then my car wouldn't start, and I was so damn stressed.

So the first thing I did when I woke up, was to check what time it was. 10am or so. I sighed in relief. Then I remembered it was Sunday, anyway. I don't work Sundays. Ever. I was muchly pissed, but unable to sleep. Had a nap later on, though, even though it took ages to fall asleep, no matter how tired i was.

Okay, gonna go do something worthwhile now. Like, I dunno, sleep. Or, failing that, write fic. I really desperately want to finish something. Inspiration, come back, damn it!

I'm a bad friend. Friends don't let friends become Twilight fangirls. *sigh* and at least this one person was a pretty bad case, too. I was embarrassed on her behalf. Not to mention this one thing she said that... well, I won't go into details, but it's mean to treat a person the way she did. Especially such a nice friend.

How did such a reasonably intelligent person become so corrupted? do they not see the raging Mary Sue and Gary Stu? *siiiigh*

Otherwise, the b-day party was fun. it was nice to see people I haven't met in ages. and I got to giggle/LMAO at the Twilight movie. even though the others hit me (gently, though) a few times. XD sucks being the only sceptic. ^^;;

sososo drained from work today, do not know why. why? maybe 'cause I went to bed at 4am last night. and even then couldn't sleep... -____-;;

ahaha, I has made icons! <3 not as awesomesauce as the stuff other peoples make, but oh well. Skip Beat and Moyashimon mood icons is good enough for me. <3

from holidaysmut . Because I like having all my fic in one place. just in case. ^^;; dunno in case of what, but oh well. Call me obsessive. And there can never be enough pimpage of that comm. It's awesome; its prompts are awesome, its writers are awesome... simply made of awesome.

So, for the Father's Day challenge...

( It's hard, being the parent of a teenager )

hahaha, I think it's time I put down Samurai Warriors 2. I've been dreaming about it. Repeatedly. I never dream, and a repeated dream is even rarer. (it's not the same dream, though, just the same topic)

But this latest dream was kinda cool. I wants to write fic about what happened after. 'course, I do not write historical fic, so I would have to switch the characters and 'verse to fantasy. Still, they're game characters, it's pretty much fantasy anyway. I doubt that was how history went (even if they've tried somewhat to follow it).

...besides, in my dream, the enemy commander was attacking with a digger or whatever. I mean, why construction machines? A tank would make more sense, even if it's equally illogical to see a tank in 16th century Japan. I blame dad and his "machine park". Srsly, who the hell owns a digger, a tractor (it's more like a truck, really. one of these ) and a plate compactor? He used to have two diggers, but he sold one. Oh, and he has one of those lawn mowers you sit on, too, that look like tiny cars, or whatever.

*cough* but yeah, enemy commander in a digger, and the guy with a katana still won. wtf, self, you've been watching too much anime. And then the guy with a katana captured the cute little scout that had tried to save his foolish commander. And had actually managed to slice katana!guy just a little in the process.

But yeah, it was an interesting pairing. katana!guy was the game character I've simply named PPS (Pretty Purple Samurai, 'cause by god, he is pretty! and I could never remember his name), and cute!scout was a messy blond, blue-eyed thing. Which makes even less sense in 16th century Japan (but on the other hand, one of the playable characters has your typical "chapatsu" dyed hair)... ^^;; Not to mention the fact that I usually don't go for blondes (I drool at silky ebony tresses and hair the colour of chocolate).

...still, I've always kinda seen PPS as the uke... oh well. I shall have to finish other stuff before I start new stuff. *nods* if I start new stuff. but first, I need eye drops, and I need 'em bad.

/random rant. sorry. ^^;;

...I should totally not sing along to songs while being focused on something completely different....

I wanna be the guy who wears the white dress gives a COMPLETELY different image, compared to the real lyrics; I wanna be the guy who wears the white hat....

I CANNOT STOP CACKLING WITH MAD GLEEE!!!!!!!!!

yes, I've bought my tickets for Japan, and my hotel stay in Tokyo, and I'm so excited I have no words! ASKJDFJKDGAH!!!

GOING TO UNI IN JAPAN IN EXACTLY TWO MONTHS, AND I CANNOT FSKING WAIT!!!!!

Oh, I had forgotten how fun that Jimmy Nail cd was! Why haven't I listened to this in years? <3

Dug it out 'cause I wanted to listen to Crocodile Shoes (awesome song), but Cowboy Dreams is adorable! Almost wanna see if I can write a tiny one-shot on that one.

Love's a silver bullet that blows your world apart
I wanna be remembered as an outlaw, honey
The boy who stole your heart

In other news, working on a (hopefully) short story, and the plan is to have it done by Sunday, which is the World Blood Donor Day. Here's hoping we stick to the plan. Also have to finish Nira's bribe (what word count are we looking at, again?), not to mention all the other stories I've promised people. <-fail -____-;;

Also totally wanna do fic for Hoshiuranai (Horoscope), 'cause it is simply adorable. Especially now that I've gone through the trouble of hunting down the lyrics, transcribing and translating them, even if it was a quick job done without a dictionary...

( translated lyrics below cut )

Oh, and if anyone should - against all odds - want the song (it's adorable, I swear), just say the word, and I'll send it, since it's pretty much impossible to get anywhere else on the net (trust me, I've tried. repeatedly). Jimmy Nail can be shared as well, of course.

....just found this totally awesome and hilarious Norwegian fairy tale! With twins. And crossdressing. And the trickster of doom. I'm so, so, so amused. Why have I never heard of this one before? wonder if there's a translation somewhere, would love to share...

When reading manga - of any genre, really - one thing that really annoys me is disease and the like.

I mean, I've never met anyone who has fainted 'cause of a cold/fever. I won't completely rule out the possibility, but seriously, it shouldn't be the norm, right? Also, the sprained ankle. GOD, THE SPRAINED ANKLE ANNOYS ME SO BAD! Now, I've sprained my ankle. A lot. To the point that my ankle... tendons or whatever (anatomy skills, I has them not), have been so stretched they're pretty much useless. A SPRAINED ANKLE DOES NOT MEAN OH NOES, WOE, I CANNOT MOVE!!! SRSLY, IT HURTS, BUT YOU CAN MOVE JUST FINE (to a certain degree, of course). Sprained ankles usually don't make you faint, either. I suppose it can happen, I know I almost fainted and felt sick for an entire day just 'cause I hit my elbow pretty bad, but it's really, really rare, that kind of thing.

Also, it drives completely nuts when they mix up phobias and allergies. I don't know how many times I've read the "allergic to women/men" thing. srsly, you can't be allergic to your own species. Allergies means your immune system is reacting too strongly to one substance or another, thinking it to be a virus/bacteria/disease, instead of completely harmless... whatevers. You don't get panic attacs, you get a sniffly nose, runny eyes and/or hives. (and even those could be psychological. I get sniffly whenever I smell freshly cut grass, cause I know I'm allergic, even though there isn't necessarily any pollen about)

I also love (*rolls eyes*) when they try to fix psychological disorders (phobias, split personalities, etc) some way or another, instead of SEEKING PROFESSIONAL HELP! SRSLY, HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET?!

um yeah, sometimes, I just wanna shake those mangaka. I mean, I know my life isn't too eventful, but at least I know these things. have they all been living in protective bubbles all their lives?

Okay, so apparently, there was an administrative screw-up so we haven't got our grades yet, even though we should've got them before the weekend. That's what they said yesterday, and that the grades would be up either that night or sometime today. Well, IT'S 8PM, PEOPLE, AND I STILL DON'T SEE MY FSKING GRADES! *pissed* I need those! Not so much for me, but my friend can't go on the exchange thing if she doesn't pass, and we're supposed to buy our plane tickets together, and the longer we wait, the more fsking expensive it gets! WRAAAARGH!

*grumbles* stupid uni.



Edit: ahhahaa, best fml ever:

Today, I got a prostate examination for the first time. Now I can't decide what's worse, the fact that I got a boner when the doc inserted his finger, or the fact that my wife told the story to pretty much everybody we know. FML.

ah, fml always makes me feel better. ^__^ There is so much tragic fail on that page, it's made of win. XD
His wife is mean, though, and should read up on some anatomy. *nods*

....I'm not sure how many people could desperately argue for more than an hour about who should get the new character that sort of got made up during a conversation. And on text message, of all things. Once again, it has been proven that we're nuts, Nira...


( pathetic argument below cut )

Yes, arguing like a five year old about who has written less and is less suited to adopt the new character is the most productive thing I've done all day. I fail, so hard.

Also, I realized today, as I drove my parents to the second concert they've been to in little more than a week that not only am I 21 and still living at home, but they have more of a social life than I probably ever will. -_____-;;

oh, but on the bright side! got package from Japan. The Brief&Trunks single I've been wanting for ages (for the song Hoshiuranai, or Horoscope. Possibly their only "serious" song, since their other titles include Convenience Store, Tape Worm and The Bald Song), AND ALSO MOYASHIMON MINI TOWELS AND THE C. TRICHOIDES PLUSHIE! SO ADORABLE!!! AND FOR SOME REASON, THERE WAS AN L. YOGURT MOUSE PAD IN THE BOX AS WELL!!  I HAVE NOT ORDERED IT, AND YET I GET MORE OF THE ADORABLE CUTENESS THAT IS YOGURT!! <3<3<3<3 CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY YOGURT PLUSHIE! GOZARU! SO ADORABLE! <3<3<3<3<3<3

/fangirl. *cough* sorry, I'm a bit excessive when it comes to Moyashimon, because it is probably the most awesome anime ever made, and 12 episodes was too damn short. MAKE A SECOND SEASON, DAMN IT!

....but man, this song is pretty. I've had it on repeat for twelve hours now, and I could totally listen to it for another twelve. <3 and longer. so cute. <3